Thursday, June 3, 2010

Boss from Hell - The devil is Dead

I don't know how to say this politely but the world is much better off now that you are gone.

Please do not judge me for speaking my mind here, until you have walked in my shoes and know the whole story behind this you would not understand the harshness of the comment I made.

My therapist has encouraged me to write what I am feeling so I am doing that. This is healing for me as I will no longer have to look over my shoulder and think am I going to run into him?

He can no longer haunt me at work and give me self doubts as to whether or not I can do the work or not. He can no longer cause instant fear in me with his harsh voice or his crude hands as he pushed me and left bruises.

Now maybe I can finally heal from the hurt he has caused in my life.

Out of all the people in my life he has caused the worst hurt. I'm hoping now I can finally heal and come to terms with where my life is now.

I had to get this out in the open somehow some way. I have to finally realize this man can no longer hurt me.

Disneyland Fun

Ok so I have no pictures but I had a lot of fun yesterday at Disneyland. We met my sister Kim there and hung out and had a really good time. My only regret is that Meghan wasn't there to enjoy it.

I'm thinking about you Meghan. Nana loves you bunches.