Easter

Wow it has been awhile since I have written on the blog. I have lost 20lbs. so far this year and have quite a few more to go. I'm working hard and have been having a lot of trouble with my back lately.

It's time for another set of shots for my back.

Well it's almost Easter and I miss my granddaughter. I remember coloring eggs with her and Lucy, and oh let's not forget the bunny toy that pooped out jelly beans. It was priceless. lol

Meghan I miss you terribly and think about you all the time. I will never stop loving you and missing you.

Until someday when I get to speak to you, take care my little princess (and yes it doesn't matter how old or how big you get you will always be nana's little princess).

I love you Meghan Crisp with all my heart.

Love Nana

First post of 2011

Well this is my first post of 2011. I look back on 2010 and hope this year is better than the last.

I am living alone again with just Sandi (my dog) and 2 cats. I am going to make it just fine by myself. Looking forward to the new year and a place I can call my own.

I don't have to cater to anyone anymore. My grocery bill has dropped significally and I'm eating healthier on top of that.

I have lots of friends, lots of knitting, lots of audio book listening, exercising and tv watching in my future.

Work is going good, just crossed a major hurdle in configuring Exchange 2010 to work in conjunction with Exchange 2003 and I have a feeling this year is my year to be me.

Well that's about all for my first post of 2011. Till the next post comes out, over and out.

Jackie Butzbach (Jackson)

p.s. I love you Meghan Crisp

Christmas Presents for Meghan Crisp

Meghan Crisp my dear Granddaughter this is what nana made you for christmas in 2010.

Your mother refused the package and below I will post where it was refused so that she can't say it was never received.

I love you dearly Meghan Crisp and hope you have a wonderful Christmas and a happy new year.

Someday you will know that nana has never forgotten you and that she will always love you.

I love you baby girl. Nana thinks about you daily and wonders how tall you've grown, how beautiful you are now. I miss you each and every day Meghan.

Love always,

Nana

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Thinking about Meghan Hypatia Crisp

Not a day goes by that I don't think of Meghan with her laughter and fondness of making things funny.

Something funny happens and I hear Meghan singing "All I wanna do is eat your brains" and it makes me laugh. I see clover in my yard and I think of the time we sent you out to find the 4 leaf clover. Boy did u ever try.

I think about all the food Sandi stole from you. She still misses you.

Out shopping

Today I am out shopping for Xmas presents and spending time with my friend. We have so much fun together



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Hurting - Meghan Crisp I love you

Once again I have tried to repair damage to a relationship so that I could just be a grandmother again to Meghan Crisp.

Once again I have been called a stalker and a few other names of which I will post about. For your information GRMcIntyre I do not think Meghan Crisp belongs to me, but I do know for a fact that she is my granddaughter.

I only want to be a grandmother to her and since you won't even talk to me how can we ever get past this?

Do you really think I want Meghan to read all of this someday? No I don't. I'd rather work it out between the two of us and take all of this down.

But I will not let her grow up thinking Nana wanted nothing to do with her. I don't even know if she is getting presents I'm sending.

I don't want to take her away from you I just want to be a grandma. Is that so hard for you to understand? You wouldn't even have her today if it wasn't for me taking you in. I did this because I knew that she needed her mommie.

Yes there has been harsh words between us and hurtful things but I am grown up enough to push it all aside for the sake of my granddaughter are you?

Or are you still bent on so much revenge in the past that you can't let your daughter be loved by anyone but you?

Below are the hurtful words you said about me. Yes I can still see them even though you blocked me.

I really don't Meghan to read this, however Nana has tried and tried and she just wants phone contact with her granddaughter.

Coyo
You know, I'm starting to think my presence on the internet is a bad thing. *blocks yet another stalking account*
Recent plurk responses:

Eponymis jealous of even *that* sort of attention

Surreal *stalks you*

Lippmann the internet is bad

Coyosays Surreal, I wouldn't mind you because you are not a dwarfish butterball psycho freakazoid who thinks my daughter belongs to you. very hurtful to say about your former mother in law who helped you get your daughter back from DCFS when I could've really made it hard on you.

TracerGraves shit, gotta crate another account now

Coyosays Tracer FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=:-o"

Coyosays I thought you were a tall brawny motherfucker!

TracerGraves dunno about tall and brawny, but apparently I like to crate accounts

Lippmann crate it up, ship it out, bro

Wild and Crazy Weekend.

Ok Dolores and I got crazy this weekend and got tattoos.

I cannot believe I did this. lol

Meghan Crisp

Meghan,

Nana misses you soo much. I just wanted to let you know nana is thinking about you.

I hope you had a great halloween and got lots and lots of candy.

I love you baby girl.

Love Nana (aka Jackie Butzbach)

Xmas Presents

Working on some new knitting Christmas presents for my granddaughters.

Meghan and Medea Crisp.

I got to see Medea last weekend and it was nice. I miss Meghan and wish I could see her as well.

Oh well maybe sometime.

Love you both my wonderful Granddaughters.

Love Nana

Meghan Hypatia Crisp

I found these pictures of you on the web when you were born. Here is the link. You are loved my dear Meghan.

http://members.tripod.com/rowan_crisp/meghan/

I wish I could talk to you my little girl.