Meghan,
Nana misses you soo much. I just wanted to let you know nana is thinking about you.
I hope you had a great halloween and got lots and lots of candy.
I love you baby girl.
Love Nana (aka Jackie Butzbach)
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
Xmas Presents
Working on some new knitting Christmas presents for my granddaughters.
Meghan and Medea Crisp.
I got to see Medea last weekend and it was nice. I miss Meghan and wish I could see her as well.
Oh well maybe sometime.
Love you both my wonderful Granddaughters.
Love Nana
Meghan and Medea Crisp.
I got to see Medea last weekend and it was nice. I miss Meghan and wish I could see her as well.
Oh well maybe sometime.
Love you both my wonderful Granddaughters.
Love Nana
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Meghan Hypatia Crisp
I found these pictures of you on the web when you were born. Here is the link. You are loved my dear Meghan.
http://members.tripod.com/rowan_crisp/meghan/
I wish I could talk to you my little girl.
http://members.tripod.com/rowan_crisp/meghan/
I wish I could talk to you my little girl.
High Desert Medical Group Fiasco
July 2010 See Dr. Win about pain under rib cage and legs sciatic nerve. She pokes a little on my stomach and doesn’t find anything. Pain ends up easing enough that I thought it was gone.
8-29-2010 Visit to Urgent Care for severe pain under left rib cage – Xrays were taken, blood work and urine were done. Results come back negative. Doctor Patel barely pokes on my stomach, allows nurse to give me pain shot in the rear and I am sent home to contact my primary care physican.
8-30-2010 I go in to see Dr. Win and she at least pokes a little harder but then orders The same tests that were ran the day before (waste of insurance money in my book) then tries to tell me that she can order tests but it’s going to take awhile because they have to be approved. I explain that this is unacceptable that I am still in pain and we need to find out what it is. She first tries to tell me to go back to Urgent Care. I then tell her that no I will not go back to urgent care because they will send me back to her. She then tells me to goto Renassance Imagine for a Stat CT scan and then to go home and wait for a call. I get a phone about 4:00 p.m. that day saying that the CT Scan showed nothing. I said ok what’s next. I am not faking the pain it is real and it’s there and we need to find out what it is. Dr. Win has a very thick oriental accent and is almost impossible to understand over the phone, but I though I heard her say that an EDG had been ordered and was approved but they were waiting on an appointment. I received no call later that day for the scheduled appointment.
8-31-2010 8:00 a.m. I called and talked to Maria in Dr. Win’s office. I explained that I was in pain when Dr. Win called me the day before and I have a hard
Time understanding her on the phone and that I wanted her to find out what the next steps were or what we were waiting on and let me know.
She said she would find out and call me back.
At about 10:15 I called Dr. Win’s office back and got the receptionist. I explained about what I was waiting for etc. She put me on hold and came back and said to contact Dr. Win in a couple of weeks. To which I exclaimed loudly that was Not Acceptable that I am missing work and I am in pain and need answers. She sent a message to the nurse.
I then turned around and called Blue Cross to try and find out if they could help me out. They got in touch with Maria and found out that an Ultrasound and EDG had been approved and they were waiting on Appointments. I should not have to call Blue Cross to get that information. That I would get a call within the hour. I got a call around 11:00 a.m. from Nicki (appointment setter) saying they couldn’t do the ultrasound till 9/2. I again said that is unacceptable, I am in pain, missing work and still have nothing to tell my job about whats going on. Nicki called me back with an appointment for 9/1 for 1:30 p.m. because I need to fast. I then got a call from Nicki to schedule EDG for 9/2 at 6 a.m. At around 4:00 p.m. today I finally got a call from Blanca from Dr. Win’s office about the note that was left by the receptionist. I proceeded to tell Blanca that I shouldn’t have to call the insurance to get the information out of the office as to what is being done to find out what’s wrong with me. I was totally unhappy with the lack of communication.
9-1-2010 I went to Dr. Farid’s office today to have my IUD taken out and replaced.
They can’t get it out so that means outpatient surgery. So they have to send off for approval and they are supposed to call me back.
I also had the scheduled Ultrasound done today. I am confused as they didn’t even image any where near where the pain is. I even showed the technician where the pain was and he said he was checking out other organs. I don’t get it are we just running tests to rule out everything before we look at what does hurt? Total mis-use of insurance funds if you ask me. They should be looking at what does hurt, not what doesn’t. Tomorrow they are doing the EDG. I hope to hell that they at least look at the spot that hurts with this test. I am tired of tests and tired of the pain.
9-2-2010 I had the EDG done this morning. They put me out and I didn’t feel a
Thing except being sleepy. The only thing I was told is that there was some inflammation in my stomach. Now it’s hurry up and wait. I am going to try and goto work tomorrow.
I wish I could talk to my granddaughter to help brighten my days. I tried to contact her mother once again the other night. She logged off the minute I texted her. I just want to talk to Meghan. My beautiful Meghan Hypatia Crisp
8-29-2010 Visit to Urgent Care for severe pain under left rib cage – Xrays were taken, blood work and urine were done. Results come back negative. Doctor Patel barely pokes on my stomach, allows nurse to give me pain shot in the rear and I am sent home to contact my primary care physican.
8-30-2010 I go in to see Dr. Win and she at least pokes a little harder but then orders The same tests that were ran the day before (waste of insurance money in my book) then tries to tell me that she can order tests but it’s going to take awhile because they have to be approved. I explain that this is unacceptable that I am still in pain and we need to find out what it is. She first tries to tell me to go back to Urgent Care. I then tell her that no I will not go back to urgent care because they will send me back to her. She then tells me to goto Renassance Imagine for a Stat CT scan and then to go home and wait for a call. I get a phone about 4:00 p.m. that day saying that the CT Scan showed nothing. I said ok what’s next. I am not faking the pain it is real and it’s there and we need to find out what it is. Dr. Win has a very thick oriental accent and is almost impossible to understand over the phone, but I though I heard her say that an EDG had been ordered and was approved but they were waiting on an appointment. I received no call later that day for the scheduled appointment.
8-31-2010 8:00 a.m. I called and talked to Maria in Dr. Win’s office. I explained that I was in pain when Dr. Win called me the day before and I have a hard
Time understanding her on the phone and that I wanted her to find out what the next steps were or what we were waiting on and let me know.
She said she would find out and call me back.
At about 10:15 I called Dr. Win’s office back and got the receptionist. I explained about what I was waiting for etc. She put me on hold and came back and said to contact Dr. Win in a couple of weeks. To which I exclaimed loudly that was Not Acceptable that I am missing work and I am in pain and need answers. She sent a message to the nurse.
I then turned around and called Blue Cross to try and find out if they could help me out. They got in touch with Maria and found out that an Ultrasound and EDG had been approved and they were waiting on Appointments. I should not have to call Blue Cross to get that information. That I would get a call within the hour. I got a call around 11:00 a.m. from Nicki (appointment setter) saying they couldn’t do the ultrasound till 9/2. I again said that is unacceptable, I am in pain, missing work and still have nothing to tell my job about whats going on. Nicki called me back with an appointment for 9/1 for 1:30 p.m. because I need to fast. I then got a call from Nicki to schedule EDG for 9/2 at 6 a.m. At around 4:00 p.m. today I finally got a call from Blanca from Dr. Win’s office about the note that was left by the receptionist. I proceeded to tell Blanca that I shouldn’t have to call the insurance to get the information out of the office as to what is being done to find out what’s wrong with me. I was totally unhappy with the lack of communication.
9-1-2010 I went to Dr. Farid’s office today to have my IUD taken out and replaced.
They can’t get it out so that means outpatient surgery. So they have to send off for approval and they are supposed to call me back.
I also had the scheduled Ultrasound done today. I am confused as they didn’t even image any where near where the pain is. I even showed the technician where the pain was and he said he was checking out other organs. I don’t get it are we just running tests to rule out everything before we look at what does hurt? Total mis-use of insurance funds if you ask me. They should be looking at what does hurt, not what doesn’t. Tomorrow they are doing the EDG. I hope to hell that they at least look at the spot that hurts with this test. I am tired of tests and tired of the pain.
9-2-2010 I had the EDG done this morning. They put me out and I didn’t feel a
Thing except being sleepy. The only thing I was told is that there was some inflammation in my stomach. Now it’s hurry up and wait. I am going to try and goto work tomorrow.
I wish I could talk to my granddaughter to help brighten my days. I tried to contact her mother once again the other night. She logged off the minute I texted her. I just want to talk to Meghan. My beautiful Meghan Hypatia Crisp
Friday, July 30, 2010
Meghan I miss you
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Originally uploaded by katnmouse91265
Meghan I really really miss you. I ran across this picture today when going through my flicker account and realized I had never posted these. I really love and miss you Meghan.
Hugs and Kisses!!
Love Nana
Friday, July 16, 2010
Happy Birthday Meghan!!
Happy Birthday Meghan Crisp!! I sent my granddaughter Meghan a pair of hand knitted wool Lace Socks for her Birthday. I really hope she likes them and I hope they help keep her warm this winter and that she thinks of her nana everytime she wears them. I love and miss her. Happy 8th Birthday Meghan. Nana loves you!!!!!!!
I know that these were received by the household I hope that Meghan gets them. UPS: Tracking Information Proof of Delivery
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Thursday, June 3, 2010
Boss from Hell - The devil is Dead
I don't know how to say this politely but the world is much better off now that you are gone.
Please do not judge me for speaking my mind here, until you have walked in my shoes and know the whole story behind this you would not understand the harshness of the comment I made.
My therapist has encouraged me to write what I am feeling so I am doing that. This is healing for me as I will no longer have to look over my shoulder and think am I going to run into him?
He can no longer haunt me at work and give me self doubts as to whether or not I can do the work or not. He can no longer cause instant fear in me with his harsh voice or his crude hands as he pushed me and left bruises.
Now maybe I can finally heal from the hurt he has caused in my life.
Out of all the people in my life he has caused the worst hurt. I'm hoping now I can finally heal and come to terms with where my life is now.
I had to get this out in the open somehow some way. I have to finally realize this man can no longer hurt me.
Please do not judge me for speaking my mind here, until you have walked in my shoes and know the whole story behind this you would not understand the harshness of the comment I made.
My therapist has encouraged me to write what I am feeling so I am doing that. This is healing for me as I will no longer have to look over my shoulder and think am I going to run into him?
He can no longer haunt me at work and give me self doubts as to whether or not I can do the work or not. He can no longer cause instant fear in me with his harsh voice or his crude hands as he pushed me and left bruises.
Now maybe I can finally heal from the hurt he has caused in my life.
Out of all the people in my life he has caused the worst hurt. I'm hoping now I can finally heal and come to terms with where my life is now.
I had to get this out in the open somehow some way. I have to finally realize this man can no longer hurt me.
Disneyland Fun
Ok so I have no pictures but I had a lot of fun yesterday at Disneyland. We met my sister Kim there and hung out and had a really good time. My only regret is that Meghan wasn't there to enjoy it.
I'm thinking about you Meghan. Nana loves you bunches.
I'm thinking about you Meghan. Nana loves you bunches.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Saturday 5/15/2010
Had a wonderful time and Grandma's Yarns & Notions knitting with my best buds.
Dolores, Dawn, DawnRene, Angie & Nancy. I always have a fantastic time sitting with you guys and knitting.
I even got a finished object noted and a pic put up in Ravelry. I made a pair of child sized booties for Medea Crisp my granddaughter.
I hope she likes them.
Dolores came over about 11:00 a.m. and we had to do a little running around and then I took Dolores out to Olive Garden for her Birthday Lunch. We then found a place that sells yarn from Mexico and picked up a few skeins there. The we went to Michael's and picked up more yarn there.
We then went to Grandma's Yarn's & Notion's and knitted with our friends. A great time was had by all. Yipee!!!!!!!
Dolores, Dawn, DawnRene, Angie & Nancy. I always have a fantastic time sitting with you guys and knitting.
I even got a finished object noted and a pic put up in Ravelry. I made a pair of child sized booties for Medea Crisp my granddaughter.
I hope she likes them.
Dolores came over about 11:00 a.m. and we had to do a little running around and then I took Dolores out to Olive Garden for her Birthday Lunch. We then found a place that sells yarn from Mexico and picked up a few skeins there. The we went to Michael's and picked up more yarn there.
We then went to Grandma's Yarn's & Notion's and knitted with our friends. A great time was had by all. Yipee!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Missing you Meghan
Meghan I can't tell you how much I miss you. This morning I was outside and the gardener came and mowed the lawn and there was lots and lots of clover out there.
I grinned and chuckled remembering how me and your mom kept sending you out to find us a 4 leaf clover.
Just another memory I will treasure forever. I love you baby girl.
lots of hugs and kisses Meghan.
I grinned and chuckled remembering how me and your mom kept sending you out to find us a 4 leaf clover.
Just another memory I will treasure forever. I love you baby girl.
lots of hugs and kisses Meghan.
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