Happy Birthday Meghan!!

Happy Birthday Meghan Crisp!! I sent my granddaughter Meghan a pair of hand knitted wool Lace Socks for her Birthday. I really hope she likes them and I hope they help keep her warm this winter and that she thinks of her nana everytime she wears them. I love and miss her. Happy 8th Birthday Meghan. Nana loves you!!!!!!!

I know that these were received by the household I hope that Meghan gets them. UPS: Tracking Information Proof of Delivery
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Boss from Hell - The devil is Dead

I don't know how to say this politely but the world is much better off now that you are gone.

Please do not judge me for speaking my mind here, until you have walked in my shoes and know the whole story behind this you would not understand the harshness of the comment I made.

My therapist has encouraged me to write what I am feeling so I am doing that. This is healing for me as I will no longer have to look over my shoulder and think am I going to run into him?

He can no longer haunt me at work and give me self doubts as to whether or not I can do the work or not. He can no longer cause instant fear in me with his harsh voice or his crude hands as he pushed me and left bruises.

Now maybe I can finally heal from the hurt he has caused in my life.

Out of all the people in my life he has caused the worst hurt. I'm hoping now I can finally heal and come to terms with where my life is now.

I had to get this out in the open somehow some way. I have to finally realize this man can no longer hurt me.

Disneyland Fun

Ok so I have no pictures but I had a lot of fun yesterday at Disneyland. We met my sister Kim there and hung out and had a really good time. My only regret is that Meghan wasn't there to enjoy it.

I'm thinking about you Meghan. Nana loves you bunches.

Saturday 5/15/2010

Had a wonderful time and Grandma's Yarns & Notions knitting with my best buds.

Dolores, Dawn, DawnRene, Angie & Nancy. I always have a fantastic time sitting with you guys and knitting.

I even got a finished object noted and a pic put up in Ravelry. I made a pair of child sized booties for Medea Crisp my granddaughter.

I hope she likes them.

Dolores came over about 11:00 a.m. and we had to do a little running around and then I took Dolores out to Olive Garden for her Birthday Lunch. We then found a place that sells yarn from Mexico and picked up a few skeins there. The we went to Michael's and picked up more yarn there.

We then went to Grandma's Yarn's & Notion's and knitted with our friends. A great time was had by all. Yipee!!!!!!!

Missing you Meghan

Meghan I can't tell you how much I miss you. This morning I was outside and the gardener came and mowed the lawn and there was lots and lots of clover out there.

I grinned and chuckled remembering how me and your mom kept sending you out to find us a 4 leaf clover.

Just another memory I will treasure forever. I love you baby girl.

lots of hugs and kisses Meghan.

Another attempt to talk to my Granddaughter

Meghan Hypatia Crisp. I tried calling to talk to you again today. Once again, nobody picks up the phone. They are scanning calls to make sure I cannot talk to you.

I miss you baby girl and you will be forever be in my heart. Someday I will see you and hear you again.

I have done nothing to deserve the wrath that has fallen. If your mom is mad at me, she needs to look at herself, not me. At least what I did I did for you Meghan.

I got you medical help when you needed it. I took you back in as soon as I could to keep you safe and out of harms way.

I love you Meghan and miss you with all of my heart.

Love Nana

Happy Valentines Day Meghan

Meghan nana loves you and hopes you had a wonderful Valentines Day. I miss you baby girl and you will always be nana's little girl.

Meghan Hypatia Crisp - Nana Loves you

Well today is February 10th. Getting real close to Valentine's day and still have not heard from my granddaughter Meghan.

Life is cruel and so are people that keep her from me.

I hope she knows that Nana loves her with all her heart. I love you Meghan.

January 22, 2010

I went and saw Medea today. She's finally learned how to put on socks. Big feat for her. She was able to put on her handknit slippers nana made her and I was soooo proud of her.

It's amazing how the little things for her are such an accomplishment.

Today I have decided that I will continue to call and blog about contacting Meghan to talk to her.

Someday Meghan Crisp will be able to read and search and find my websites and learn just how hard nana tried to keep in touch with her.

Unfortuneately she will also learn that is was her mother who kept her from talking to me. I love my baby girls with all my heart.

Regardless of what my Ex-daughter thinks of me or my partner she knows that nana loves her Meghan and would never do anything to harm her.

So today is Febrary 4, 2010 at 3:00 Pacific Time, 5:00 p.m. her time and I tried to call two different numbers and was greeted by voice mail both times. Here are the two numbers I have for Meghan.

773-643-1384 and 661-998-0275 - So Meghan if you are ever searching for me or your name online, you will know that I love you with all my heart and I have tried to keep in contact with you but your mom wouldn't let me.

I love you baby girl Meghan Crisp.

Lost Granddaughter

Seems my ex-daughter in law has decided that I can't talk to my granddaughter anymore.

She took her out of the state and now won't even let me talk to her. When I have said nothing to her that is wrong, misguided or anything else.

All I want to do is be a grandma.

I don't even know if she let her have the gifts I sent her via UPS.

How can people be so horrible as to do this?

Where ever you are Meghan Crisp I love you dearly.