It's been a long long time but here is an update

Zack, Where do I start after talking to you Zack Crisp. All your life you have only heard one side of what happened to you and your sister. I would like to tell you what happened from not only mine, but social services account as well. But first, I would like to reiterate that I was not aware of any abuse done to you by anyone living in my house, when your mother took you away. So I will start with the following, Do I know of any sexual predators? Yes I do, A 22 year old woman (your mother) who groomed a 17 year old boy (your father) from california while she was married to another man living in Louisiana. (your sister's dad). She had him come and stay with her then husband and her. She did this by convincing him that she had Leukemia. Funny there is no medical records of her ever having it. There is no cure, so it should still show up if she did have it. She then proceeded seduce him and quit taking birth control in order to trap him into a relationship with her. Then he brought her, pregnant with you, your sister Rhiannon back to california and I helped as best as I could. So if anyone was a predator it was your mother. Later after I left my abusive husband and was living in Palm Springs, I had My son, your mother, and you move into the apartment behind mine, so that we could share phone and internet and I could help you all out. The whole time you guys lived behind me, your father was either at work or sleeping so that he could goto work. I took you guys shopping kept you clothed (when your mother put clothes on you) and tried to take care of you all the best I could while working a full time job myself. In the meantime, your mother once again quit her contraceptives and got pregnant on purpose to ensnare your father once again. Thus, your younger Medea was born. Every time I would go over to your house, both you and Medea were tied up in high chairs while your mother was playing a video game called Second Life. Your face would be dirty, half the time you both would be in crappy diapers. You couldn't even walk into the house there was so much crap and dirty dishes lying around. I moved away (was not a smart decision on my part, but I will live with that decision. I moved to Palmdale, Ca. Your mother and father got into a fight. Your mother left the state to go visit a man friend in Chicago. Your father called me and said he was going to file for divorce and he wanted to keep you both. I gave him the money to retain a lawyer. In the meantime, he needed someone to watch you and Medea for a couple of weeks. I took time off from work to take care of you both. When your father brought you and your sister to me, your teeth were rotten to your gums and you were very unruly because you were in so much pain. Your sister, we knew something was wrong with her but we didn't know what. While I had you for those two weeks, you had no toys, no clothes, no nothing. I spent money I didn't have to provide for you. I called the Welfare department to see how I could get you both the medical help you needed. (You guys hadn't had any childhood immunization shots or anything) I was told there was nothing I could do without the parents being there. Your father calls me and tells me about 2 days before he is supposed to pick you both up that he has had a mental breakdown due to your mom and their living situation and he can't take care of you, cause he can't even take care of himself now. I'm supposed to go back to work on Monday. I can't take care of you guys either at this point with such short notice. I called your mom and asked her to come back and get you guys, because I couldn't take care of you. She wouldn't because of the divorce preceedings. I wanted you guys to have at least one parent in your life. I needed to get your medical care, you needed a dentist and I still didn't know what was wrong with Medea. But in those two weeks I had you both I only got one shower. I couldn't leave Medea alone for a minute or she was into everything and I was beside myself. I called CPS and talked to them. I was willing to keep you because at least I could reason with you. Medea ended up being severaly mentally incapicitated. I was told by CPS that either I gave you both up or neither of you. I was not what Medea needed in care. I couldn't provide the right type of care for her. So I was forced to give you both up to get you the medical help you needed. They tried to keep you together in the same homes. But nobody could handle Medea. So they had to go for a special type of home that they could not put you in. So as soon as they split you and Medea up, I then had to petition to get you back out of the foster care system. Which I did and you came back to me as soon as was able. I was living with my boss who was abusive, but his wife took care of you while I was at work. Eventually it got so bad, that I cashed in what money I had left, (my retiement) to remove us all from that situation. Your mother had finally came back and I let her move in with me, so that she could try and get you back, because I wanted you to have at least one of your parents. I moved Bill in a few weeks later as we had been dating. I had no idea that you were being abused and I assume your didn't either, or I would've expected her to come to me and tell me. After being molested myself at 6 years old there is no way I would have put up with that. So neither your mother nor your father was parent of the year. I was not grand parent of the year either and never pretended to be. I don't know what story you have been told, but perhaps you should talk to your mother's mother as well. Your mother in her childhood suffered from a mental illness known as RAD Reactive attachment disorder. Your mother lied to everyone about her Leukemia diagnosis. She knowingly started a relationship with a minor waiting until he was 18 to send the bus ticket to get him to Louisiana. I could do nothing. Sometimes Zack we do the best we can with what we have at our disposal at the time. But you sure have a lot of hate towards me when I did nothing but tried to help you keep at least one parent in your life. I hope someday you find this and read this and then perhaps email me and we can start to get to know one another for reals. I have never stopped loving you, while you might not believe of this, I can guarantee there are records in califonia that will say different. But if you need to have a villian in your story for you to be alright, then I guess I'll stay the villian on your story.